I'm Relying on Love

Sometimes I find myself rushing in my relationship. In my head I feel like im competing with my girlfriends ex's. I want to be the best..."best she ever had"- Drake.

I refuse to make her cry and cause her hurt. I'm NOT perfect. I'm insecure at times...and I seem to sometimes over think situations. I'm trying really hard not to push her away and not to stress her with my personal problems. I want her to look at me the way I look at her. I feel like she do. I definitely appreciate her and I never ever want to change the way she was made...PUUUUURRRFECT. 

A Lifetime

Relationships are hard. Especially when you're away from each other for awhile. A week feels like a lifetime, so imagine how being away from her for 3 weeks feel. Every time I see her on skype...im amazed. Love is so unpredictable...I use to feel like falling in love is getting yourself prepared to be hurt. You definitely become attached to that person...emotionally and physically. When you go into love don't think about the hurt...think about how great you feel at that moment. Think about how seeing that person smile can make you forget about the worse day you had. If that person can make you forget about everything wrong in your life for even a second...isn't it worth it. Is love worth being hurt? But is falling in love for everyone?....

Her Love is definitely for me

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It a Jazmine Sullivan Kinda day...

So today I wish it was raining. I feel drained, emotionally exhausted, missing my sweetheart dearly, slowly falling apart. So I put on Jazmine Sullivan's album "Love me Back". Im bopping my head to 10 Seconds and im feeling her. Ever had those moments where you make a music video in your head while you're listening to a song? I'm having one of those moments right now. It's on full blast and I can't hear nothing but her words. She's preaching right now. Unlike most female artist today, I feel like Jazmine is reaching out to the ladies to not only be physically strong but be emotionally strong. Especially in one way relationships. She says, If you dont love me, someone else will. 

Her sound has definitely grown from "Bust your Windows" That was my jam. 

If you haven't checked out her album, get on itunes and check this Rising Star out.

This one's for my ladies!

Ever felt that everywhere you go all you see is stop signs. Not on the corner of streets and on highways but in life. There's always that one thing in life pulling you down from reaching the ultimate goal. And eventually you feel like grabbing the stop signs and admitting it was right all along. Like Dear Mr Stop Sign...you were right and I'll take your advice and STOP.

Because at the end of the day, a dream is just a dream and 80 percent of the time when you wake up you forget what you dream't about. 

But I REFUSE to stop.

At every dead end, i'll jump over the fence.

Find another road and live the life I was meant to live.

I have realized if I was laying in my room by myself and no one else existed only I can end my life. Well God and I.

So how can anyone tell me to STOP.

   Dear Mr Stop Sign. I'll speed by you and you can't tell me shit. 

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Who Am I Listening too...

Far East Movement...duhh

I've been blasting their album for 3 days now. Their sound is definitely different and unique. I first heard "Like a G6" at a club and that song had everyone fist pumping, grinding, jumping...I had to find out who sang it...So I went on youtube and found them. 

Their first album called Folk Music was released in early 2006. The single “Round Round” was featured in the film, The Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift, appearing both on the soundtrack and video game.

So they're no stranger to the music business.

I'm loving every song on their album and I'm expecting great things from these boys in the years to come. So check them out...my taste may not be your taste but hey it doesn't hurt to put a different sound in your itunes playlist.

If you have any new music for me to check out, just leave it in my comments. 

I was made this way...

“I don't think homosexuality is a choice. Society forces you to think it's a choice, but in fact, it's in one's nature. The choice is whether one expresses one's nature truthfully or spends the rest of one's life lying about it.”

I AM NOT A LIAR